I hate it. I'm terrified. I'm 17, and I never have money. Quite simply put, I need a job. But I'm incredibly shy when it comes to things like this for my big fear of rejection. I won't be good enough...If by some miracle I get a job, I won't do well. Another fear...Failure... I don't know what to do. My friend already told me she'd come with me to get applications. Probably to Walmart, Meijer(don't know if you gotta be 18 or not, since they don't have baggers anymore...) and Starbucks. Do you even know how hard it will be for me to even walk in there and say, "Hello, I was wondering if I could get an application for a job here?" I hate being like this.
If by some miracle I get a job...I'll probably have to ride the bus...Ugh. I don't like public transportation...Why can't I live in a small town or something? Why don't we have a bookstore here I could maybe work at? Or a closer mall? My only choices are fast food places and Walmart basically... Ugh. Maybe I worry too much...Or maybe I'm right...
It seems like just yesterday I was 14... And now....Well...I'm not. I'll be 18 in September...Soon(hopefully) I'll be done with high school and I'll be going to college... I'm growing up quicker than I want to...And you know what? I haven't even experienced alot of things, and I partially blame me....Never been to a school dance, or football game(don't even go to public anymore...). Never been on a date...I don't hang out with many people...Being a teenager sucks.....
I'm scared...And I don't know what to do... Why can't I have been talented and become a rockstar or television personal so I wouldn't have to worry about jobs and missing social experiences?
~Samantha~
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3 comments:
I feel your pain!
Growing up is hard and full of challenges. I know you will do great! I think the hardest part is getting the courage to step out of your comfort zone. Once you get the courage and actually do it, it feel great!
As for living in a small town....wouldnt it be great if Stars Hallow were real???? iw ould totally live there! (Even with all the crazy nosy townpeople) haha
Good luck!!
I know you will do GRRRREEAATTT! *says like Tony the Tiger* hahahaha im lame.
awwww lol.
i'm 14 and i wish i could get a job! D:
i could use the money.
good luck though!
I know Growming up is a pain!!!
Lets all go to our own neverland, Nick Jonas can be our Peter Pan =]
I'm 14 but I know that college and stuff is coming up, I'm freaked out about it!!!
I have no money for it, I'm failing english and I dont even know what I want to do with my life!
What if I dont even get in to a college? What will I do then? m only option is to become a Jonas brothers groupie which I think is a ok lifestyle but not for my whole life!
Grrrrr what are we going to do?
-Cierra
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