Goodbye '07!

Adios! You were my favorite year yet! Had some hard times, but I got through them. I had my music, and my two best friends, and God, so it was all good. But I hope '08 tops you. ahahaha. This is my last blog of the year, and though I want to say some things, I'm kind of busy at the moment, so I'll do it next year. ahahahah. But hope anyone who reads this continues to next year!!!

~Samantha~

Merry Merry Christmas!

I trust you all are having a very Merry Christmas. Just for kicks, heres what I got...A Flip Video camera. How fun is that? I love it. I also got an afghan my mother made me with matching slippers. Heres the greatest thing, I got a chemistry set like I suspected. Its wonderful and frightning all in one. First, I know nothing of chemistry...Second, it makes me a tad bit nervous having chemicals stored in my room that can burn through my skin and kill me... ahaha. But I'm sure I'll be fine. Pray anyway. I got some cash too. I'm upset though...My sister is the devil's spawn! And my mom accidently gave her $30 of my money. Now she can't take it back, that would be mean, and there no way my sister is giving it to me...So I'm a little short...Oh well. Guess I'll have to forfeit the bedsheets I wanted but couldn't get...

Listen to me, I sound spoiled. I hope you all got what was on your wish list! Again, Merry Christmas! (and a happy new year!)

~Samantha~

Wow.

Apparently I'm in the blogging mood...ahaha. So yesterday I hung out with Merry. We saw Enchanted which was hilarious. Haha, then we went to Taco Bell(mmm, Chalupa) and Walmart and Meijer. We went back to my house and she was on the computer while I cleaned the kitchen. Then I proceeded to finish Twilight in the wee morning hours, leaving me with about four hours of sleep before I had church. But I didn't mind, the book was awesome. I went to church and I had nursery much to my suprise. I wasn't scheduled last week...But I went in there, it was nuts! There were only 11 kids, we've had way more before, but it was nuts!!!! Just about every kid needed their diaper or pull up replaced, and this kid Timothy who I'd never even seen before seemed quite attatched to me. He crawled to me almost immediately after I stepped in the nursery,and if I tried to put him down, he cried. When I wasn't holding him, I was holding Brandon, the wiggliest kid in the world! It was, well, testing my patience. I held up well. But Erica, the cutest little girl ever, on my lap so it wasn't bad. Plus, the person I worked with did all the diaper changing. I just had to catch whiffs of the lethal stuff occasionally. Hahah. But they kept me awake so its all good. Eh, I'm kind of hungry...I'm gonna go get lunch....Have a great Sunday afternoon!!!!

~Samantha~

Check it out!

Attention! Potential readers out there whom I love! Please navigate your eyes to the left side of the screen. I added links to some blogs I would highly suggest reading. You may of realized that all but one are of people on tour. Thats why I suggest you read it. Funny things happen. Some things they say are insightful, others whimiscal, some make you feel bad for them...But read them. You'll enjoy them.

The other is my best friend's blog and I mentioned her below. Read it. She's a smart person. She'll make you feel smarter. ahaha. Really. She will.

I believe my friend Merry, who just got back from college for Christmas Break, and I will be going to see a movie today, so I'll let you all know how that goes just for the heck of it. We just have to decide on a movie...And what time to see it... I should probably change clothes...ahaha. I look kind of dingy in my stained over sized sweatshirt and all..... Running a brush through my unruly hair wouldn't be a bad idea either...a ahah.

I know what you all are thinking...How on earth does this girl find things to blog about? Oh, I can talk about anything. Well, anything thats not awkward.

~Samantha~

So its true!!!!

Teenage girls all around the world are smitten with the fictional character Edward Cullen from the wildly popular book "Twilight" by Stephanie Meyer. I thought that was silly. To fall for a character in a book. But being a literature lover, and out of good books, I purchesed "Twilight" today, and have hardly been able to put it down. I myself...have fallen for Sir Edward Cullen. But it was pretty much inevitable. As a child I was very much in love with the cartoon Peter Pan, and I still think Peter is perfect. ahaha. Yeah, I'm a tad bit, um....I guess you could say eccentric, but it keeps me sane. Yeah, I smell the irony too. ahaha. Something you would think would classify me as insane is the exact reason I'm not....ahahahahha.
I just felt like sharing this with my possible readers out there. At least I know I have one regular now! My best friend Erika! Yes, she joined the blogging world. If I just tell her I posted I'm sure she'll read out of pure consideration. Ah, I love friends. ahahaha. I'll put the link to her blog up soon.
I'm pretty positive I'll blog at least one more time before Christmas, but just incase I'm deceiving myself, Merry Christmas to all of you! If you don't celebrate Christmas, happy holidays! May your holiday season be merry and bright!

~Samantha~

Pet peeves....

We all have them. A few of mine...Not flushing the toliet after using it, not washing your hands after using the restroom, not knocking when entering someone's bedroom when they are in there, taking things don't don't belong to you(aka stealing) and starting a movie when as soon as it begins you go to sleep, take a shower, head to a friend's house ect ect ect. My sister has done that twice today! Ah! Sorry, had to rant a little....I'm done now...

~Samantha~

P.S. Someone read my blog! Yay! I feel...accomplished. Haha, must of been returning the favor...I've read his for like, the past month...

So today sucked!

Yeah, it really did. I woke up and I was all moody. As I put on my boots, my sister asked me where I was going. Where did she think I was going? I'm homeschooled, if any of my friends actually lived in the area, they'd be at school..."I'm getting the mail!" I practically yelled. Like usual, there was nothing for me except something from the Bill Rice Ranch(christian camp) which I can't really afford this summer. After she left, I was perfectally fine until the monster I call a brother came home. I can't even begin to explain what he is like. Its simply not worth it. Lets just say he really upset me, and hurt my back...Little demon...Yeah....After my mom went to work, and my brother went to bed though, I calmed down a bit...I came on here, checked the usual blogs I read... Hahaha, yeah, I read people's blogs. Garbo, Mike Schmid, Kay Hanley, Candice Accola. Haha, they're pretty interesting. And funny. Oh! And Iggy's.a ahaa. You are probably all wondering who the heck they are. Look them up. Really. Thats what the internet is for right? ahaha.

My mom told me one of my Christmas gifts is about $130...I pondered it for quite sometime...Until I had a sudden realization. Its probably that stupid science experiment kit that my stinking school curriculum wants me to have! I don't want that for Christmas! I want bed sheets! ahahaha. But I'll be grateful for it anyway if that is what it really is. Well, I'll try to be anyway...I just don't enjoy schooling too much so receiving something educational for Christmas other than books, which I do enjoy, its kind of disappointing.

I'm still trying to figure out if anyone actually reads this...But you know what? I don't care! ahahahaha. Eh, I gotta go clean the kitchen. Its almost 2 a.m., and it needs done before I can go to sleep.

Hasta la pasta. Don't ask why I said that, because I don't have an answer.

~Samantha~

Wow I'm silly.

Hahah, so, yeah...Second blog today...I was looking through my earliest blogs(not like I had many to go through, but whatever) and I laugh at myself. ahahaha, I was talking about that crush I had on Mitchel Musso(btw, thats gone. He's cute and all, but, I've been over that silly crush for a while) and wanting to act. ahahaha. Yeah, acting is fun and all, but to tell the truth, I really don't think I would ever pursue acting. I think I'd rather be a writer. Which is also kind of silly considering I am absolutely terrible at coming up with ideas for things, my vocabulary is very limited(don't be fooled, I'm not as smart as I look =P) and I can't finish a story I ever start. So maybe I could be a journalist, traveling would be great! But who would ever want to read my opinion on things? bahaha, sorry. Tired...Optimism is gone. It'll be back later.... If I'm tired I should go to sleep right? ahahaha, no!!! I love to stay up! I'll be up for at least two more hours! But probably more...Eh, I'm rambling now and no one cares... Laterz!

~Samantha~

So...

The holidays are upon us and people are busy bustling around, shopping for ungrateful little boogers, deserving friends, and parents. I love this time of year. Its my favorite! ahaha. Anyway, still don't think anyone reads this, but one day I may look back and wonder, "What the heck was I doing December 10th, 2007?" I highly doubt I'll write anything in my journal today, except what my little brother is getting for Christmas, but then again, that very well might be a terrible idea seeing as he is very very nosey and can't stand suprises. Yeah, I know, what's wrong with this kid? Same thing thats wrong with every other person in this world who doesn't enjoy a good suprise. Their stupid! ahaha, I'm just kidding.
So what am I doing today? Really, I have no idea. I'm planning on having my dad ship my friend Erika her Christmas/birthday present. Let me tell you, I'm one of the worst shoppers in the world. If I'm shopping for myself, I will walk around the store with something I want, then decide it would be best not to get it, and I go and put it back(where it belongs! Not in just any old place). If I do buy something, on the way home I'll think to myself I shouldn't have. Yeah, shopper's remorse. If I'm shopping for other people, I never know what to get them. Why? Because I'm a bad shopper! What more of an excuse do I need? Well, I hope she likes her gift anyway. I tried.
I should probably do some school...Haha, yeah, in case you don't know, I'm homeschooled...I should be in 12th grade, but like the stupid kid I am,(no I didn't fail anything) when I started homeschooling in 10th, I didn't accomplish anything that whole year. Yeah, sorry, but ACE curriculum wasn't cutting it for me. I have the attention span of a mouse and couldn't focus on my paces. So the next year, my mom had me do 10th with a different system. All my schooling is done on the computer, and its better, but sometimes I still skip days...I'm bad. If I pick up the pace, I bet I can finish 11th and 12th by this time next year. then I'll still be an '08 grad! Woo! Here's hoping.
I have to make cornbread...ahahah, thats something I have to do today. My mother is preparing her bean soup. It tastes wonderful, but its deadly...Sean(my brother) better not eat any or my whole family will die of deadly gases. Anyway, and she wants cornbread with it, so I gotta make it. ahaha.
Normally I would watch "Chuck" and "Heroes". Thats my monday night television...But sadly both of those are over for at least the next month or so...So what on earth will I do to occupy those two hours of time? I have no clue. I can't do anything, because I'm talentless... So I will just have to sit around and do nothing. Oh, maybe I'll watch "It's a Wonderful Life"...
On thursday, my cousin Amanda and I, along with my friend's sister and her friend, went to go see the Jonas Brothers and Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus in concert. Don't laugh, you know you wanted/want to see them too. I really wanted to go for the Jonas Brothers, but Miley is awesome(Miley haters, save it, this is my blog) so it was like a bonus! It was an amazing concert. Very energetic, great great fun. And our seats were pretty good too. I enjoyed seeing Kay Hanley, Garbo, Mike Schmid, and Iggy, all of whose blogs I read. As well as everyone else who plays an instrument for either Miley or JB, and all of Miley's dancers, the other back up singer, Candice. Ah, everyone who is a part of the tour and I happened to notice! They all do an excellent job at what they do. ahahhaha. Sad to say I didn't get to meet anyone, but oh well. Again, great great concert. I would go to another in a heartbeat. And I would practically kill to be a part of a tour. ahaha, how cool would that be?
Anyway, guess thats all...I should go do my school now before it gets too late...ahahah. If you read this, I appreciate it, but i'll probably never know anyone saw it. ahaha.

~Samantha~

Hey! Whats up?

Hahaha, So, I haven't blogged in a while. But I don't think anyone missed me anyway. hahaha. But I figured I'd just drop in and say Hi. Just in case there is some soul out there who read this and misses me. Haha, I know...You're all thinking yeah right, but actually you're not, because no one is reading this. Hahaha, yeah, bet you're confused now. No you aren't. Like I said, you're not reading this. Alright, have an awesome day! Hahaha, I'm so crazy and Ashleigh is upsetting me, she won't let me spell things my way...hahaha.

~Samantha~

Well well well

Haven't blogged in a while, so I thought I would take a little time to, just in case someone was actually reading this. Haha.

My town is doing High School Musical for their summer arts festival, so tomorrow I'm going to audition. I'm not a great singer(I have a lower voice than I think I should), but I can carry a tune I'm told. And my sister thinks I can dance(I don't know if she is lying or not. She lies alot), but I know most of the moves to "We're All in This Together". So I'm going to go and give it my best shot. If I get a part, I will finally have something to do! Woo!!

I stopped biting my nails, which is good, because I hated doing it. It was gross, and they were always so short. Haha, now my brother doesn't scratch or poke me, because he knows I'll scratch back. :)

Well, I'm going to my friend Ashleigh's house in a little while, she's gonna help me prepare for my audition, so I gotta go get my clothes packed and stuff. But I will try to blog more often. Later gators!

~Samantha~

P.S. If you are reading this, I thank you! :) Hope I don't totally bore y ou.

Life.

Life can be boring, but I'm glad I'm living. What a lovely post huh?

Hey Hey Hey! Its another Saturday!

So I'm bored. How are all of you? Good I hope. I'm going to a christian camp for two weeks this summer. And it is only a one week camp. So basically I'm going in two sessions. One with my friends Rachel and Rebecca, and another with my church youth group. Actually, I am going two weeks in a row. I'm kind of excited, kind of not. Especially for the week with Rachel and Rebecca. This guy I used to like is going that week too. See, I liked him, but he liked Rachel. In fact, he asked me for her email, after he said he forgot my name. Of course I didn't give it to him, not without Rachel's permission. But a different friend did give Rachel's email out. She was mad! She didn't like this guy. I'm way over him, but I just don't want him swooning over Rachel for a week. That would be sooo annoying. You know, everytime I have liked a guy, he has liked my best frineds instead. Maybe I should swear guys off altogether 'cause apparently none like me... Ah, what am I saying, I might find one someday who loves me for me...

If you like musicals raise your hand!!! (hands raised!!!)

Hey look people that are reading, a new blog! Yay! So on tuesday, I saw Hairspray the musical! It was awesome! It was humorous, had catchy songs, a really cute guy, what more could you want in a musical? Constantine Rousouli who played Link Larkin, was amazing. That boy is gorgeous and has the voice of an angel! Seriously, kudos for him. It was just a great show. Ooh, and he could dance too!

Valentines day, sigh, nothing exciting. Some person I don't know that added me on IM, was talking to me, and was sort of asking questions I wasn't going to answer. Hello? This is the internet, I'm not quite that stupid. Though I do say some things that could hint things for those smart enough to figure it out. But it would be creepy if someone really wanted to know that bad.

Oh yeah, also on tuesday, I got two cds! Yay! Ashley Tisdale's, and the Hairspray cd, recorded by the original cast on Broadway. Listened to both quite a few times already. But right now I am listening to Metro Station. Love them. Woo! Haha, I love alot of people!

To stay on the topic of Hairspray, people who know me well know I'm a fan of Zac Efron, who will be portraying Link Larkin in the movie musical, musical movie Hairspray set to come out this summer. Well, not only is he adorable with black hair, but they are making dolls too! I want one! Haha. On tuesday I spent $30 at the stage production of it. $10 for an "I heart Link" button(the shape heart, not the word), and $20 for the cd. So I definately have to get a doll! Although I kind of wish it was a Constantine doll, he was so cute!

Ok, so now that I have told you all about the Hairspray love, and not doing much on Valentines Day, you see how boring yet exciting my life sometimes is, oh, and creepy too. Oh yeah, I played Kingdom Hearts 2 almost everyday this week. I love that game(and the first one too, but I don't have that one). Thanks for reading.

~Samantha~

Hey! I think people actually might be reading this!!!!!

So its almost 1 a.m.!!!! What in the world am I doing up still?????? Aw, don't be silly people, I can't go to bed till I do the dishes. And there is no way I am doing that till at least 1:30. Hahahaha.

Ok, so my mom wouldn't let me take the acting classes. Minor set back. I will take them someday. Maybe not the same ones, at the same place, but I am going to get classes, and I am going to try and pursue my dreams. I'm determined. And people know, don't get in the way of a determined girl. We can be fiesty! Hahahahaha. I know I say ha alot. But I love to laugh.

Monday, was my happy day. Seriously, it started out great. Someone said something that made me feel really good about myself, even if it only lasted a little while and that person really doesn't know me, but still. I found my journal that has been missing for two months, and I found my junky digital camera that has been missing for like a year. Even though its junky, I still found it! So monday was my happy day. And Heroes was on! No one could get me down. Sadly, today and yesterday weren't so happy. I just kind of broke down. I guess the way my sibs treat me finally got to me. I was seriously emotional. Now, I'm usually not one to be dramatic unless I am acting, but I was kind of dramatic for those two days. But hopefully, the rest of the week will be better.

Well, I guess I better go do the dishes. And then go to bed. Thanks for reading, hope its not a total waste of your time. Check out Ashley Tisdale's cd "Headstrong". Its really good. I listened to it, now I got to buy it. Though my mother wouldn't like that either.... Anyway. Have a good week!!!!

~Samantha~

P.S. If you are a teenage boy, preferably older than 14, and you aren't a creepy stalker weirdo, I still need someone to call my valentine, so leave a comment! Lol.

Dreams! They're great right?

Ok people, what is one of the most dreamed of jobs? Come on, I know you know the answer. Say it with me now, ACTING! Seriously, I bet if you surveyed 100 kids between the ages of 10 and 20 about what they want to be, more than half of them would answer actor or singer. Well guess what? If you surveyed me, I would say actress too. But that is what I dream of doing. And I have dreamed of it for as long as I can remember. Unfortunately for me, no one is really supportive of my dream with the exception of my amazing cousin Amanda, who is in my profile pic with me. Seriously though, my mother thinks I'm never going to make it, and if I did, she's convinced I would end up in rehab for something or another. That is not true at all. I wouldn't make myself any unhealthier than I am now because all the junk I eat. My dad says if I can do it, go for it, but I don't think he is going to pay for acting classes for me. My sister and brother just laugh. Sweet aren't they?

There are definately a few things you need to get into the buisness. One of which is talent. Now, I honestly don't know if I have talent in the acting department are not. But I would like to think I do. I mean, alot of times when I joke around with friends, they always say, " Are you serious?" I'm usually not. But really, I can't do anything else. I'm not exceptional at anything!!! Everybody has to have some sort of talent though right? So, since I've tried everything else, it has to be acting!!!!!!! I would do anything to have my shot. And I would love to act in like a disney movie or something with Mitchel. That would rock. But hey, this post just sounds like something every teenage girl would tell you right? Well, I'm different. I really am.

Well, I printed out a registration form for 6 acting classes at my community theatre. Now I just have to get it there by monday with $75! Too bad right now I only have $22. Gosh that sucks. Anyway, if you read this, I thank you for taking the time to read it. Hope I didn't bore you too much.

~Samantha~

Bored.

Ok, so I'm bored. Sitting here doing school is absolutely no fun. Now granted, I only have to work for about three hours a day, but still. It is so quite I think I might scream.

Its been a while since I last posted, heck, this is only my second post. But hey, no one is reading to my knowledge, so I don't think anyone missed me. But what do I care? I am just happy I got somewhere to practice my typing while getting to express how I am feeling at any particular moment. Thats called optimism children!!! Haha, that is the second time I have said that in the last twenty four hours. Anyway...

Last night I was watching the last thiry minutes of Selena, the end of that movie is so sad. I'm a softy, but hey, I'm a girl, I have the right to be emotional occasionally. The song though, the Dreaming of You, I love it. These lyrics from it kept playing in my mind even after it was over and my eyes were closed, "And theres no where in the world I'd rather be, then here in my room, dreaming about you and me." It was funny, because after I opened my eyes, my poster of Mitchel Musso was right there, and I just laughed. I have a huge crush on him. In case he is reading this, Love ya Mitchel Musso!!!!